{"id":3954,"date":"2010-08-11T23:04:59","date_gmt":"2010-08-11T23:04:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lolr.de\/?p=3954"},"modified":"2022-12-14T23:00:20","modified_gmt":"2022-12-14T23:00:20","slug":"nuit-blanche-best-short-movie-ever-seen-i-am-so-glad-i-watched-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/2010\/08\/11\/nuit-blanche-best-short-movie-ever-seen-i-am-so-glad-i-watched-this\/","title":{"rendered":"Nuit Blanche (Best noir art short movie ever seen &#8211; I am so glad I watched this) Erinnerst Du Dich?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<span class=\"wpex-responsive-media\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"980\" height=\"551\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube-nocookie.com\/embed\/Vub4R_MBG5U?feature=oembed\"  allow=\"autoplay; encrypted-media\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/span>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>I watched it again today. After a crazy year. After so many emotions. After such severe change &#8211; I still love you &#8211; so truthfully.  But it&#8217;s a lost cause  I lost my mind. I have lost myself. I feel I cannot control myself. I am so sorry for everything that happened to others in my life. I always wanted to be truthful and good. I failed. I failed so miserably. I will take responsibility. I used to have so many thoughts. I used to be so strong. Nothing is left. Of me. I am done. I am gone. I vanished. I need to relieve myself. I need to be free.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Originally posted on 11. August 2015 11:04<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Vub4R_MBG5U I watched it again today. After a crazy year. After so many emotions. After such severe change - I still love you - so truthfully. But it's a lost cause I lost my mind. I have lost myself. I feel I cannot control myself. I am so sorry for everything that happened to others&hellip;","protected":false},"author":112,"featured_media":10006,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"none","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[29971,52],"tags":[409,29508,406,404,405,408],"post_series":[],"class_list":["post-3954","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sad","category-videos","tag-bw","tag-love","tag-moving","tag-short-movie","tag-touching","tag-tragedy","entry","has-media"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3954"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/112"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3954"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3954\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10006"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3954"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3954"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3954"},{"taxonomy":"post_series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lolr.de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/post_series?post=3954"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}